Just a rant. Not sure where I’m going with this, but I feel the ebb. Ebbing away from my Dom. It’s things he has done, in the past, which, taken together aren’t necessarily terrible compared to others I’ve read here and in the bdsm thread, but still, things that remind me that I should not let myself submit further. Instances in the past, where I have, and I have felt like I am meant to be his, have inevitably resulted in hurt for me. And I do not want to put myself there again.

I don’t know why it’s so hard to find that genuine connection. Someone who won’t lie, who won’t hide things. Just be open and up front. Why is that so hard for people??!?

My fellow subs, how do you manage through those moments when you ebb away from your Dom/me?