Hi Stupid Sluts Club 🥰 I've been lurking for months and this has become my favorite sub, I read and masturbate to every new post every single day 😅🤤 Sorryyyyy this is a long one.

I guess I'm asking for advice and just venting in this post. So here's my situation. I am the single most horny bitch I know. Words that come to mind when describing my sexuality include hypersexual, nymphomaniac, slut, sex-obcessed... and lesbian. Do you guys have any idea how hard it to be an unhinged slut when you have zero interest in 99.9% of men?

I do the best that I can. In the first 22 years of my life I had only ever had sex with one person, my ex girlfriend. In the past year, I've had sex with 9 more people, and countless more dates and make out partners. But it's never the insanely hot wild impulsive shit I read ab on here 😭 I looooove queer women don't get me wrong I love the sweet little dates we go on and the emotional bonding and intimacy and trust and connection. But. I. Want. To. Fuck. I wanna meet you at party and fuck your brains out in the bathroom. I want to be suffocated between your thighs while you pull my hair. I want to take turns being each other's free use fuck dolls. I want to be the slut of a friend group that everyone knows they can get just by asking. I want to be filled with cum by multiple people till I'm stretched and dripping and broken and I want to do the same thing to you.

Confused by the last sentence? Well let me add a few more interesting details ab my life and sexuality.

• I also just so happen to be transgender. I love being trans, and I love using my dick in sex 😇 The cis girls I fuck love it too hehe (Recent hookup: "You have a dick?!?! ....so you can fuck me? 😍"

• I like dick... I think... I don't like men that much but I think I like dick. Or I like the idea of being fucked. Or came inside of. I've taken strap from one of my exes and that was awesome. I also hooked up w my friend who is... still figuring out their gender identity. But they have a dick and at the time that we had sex they considered themselves more or less a guy and they had a pretty masc body and presentation. Getting fucked by a someone w a dick was incredible oh my god. The fact that they were getting pleasure from my body and fucking me and using me was one of the hottest things I've ever experienced. I was never really attracted to their body but I was attracted to the sexual role the could fill for me 🤷‍♀️

• The vast majority of the slutty experiences I want to have would be so much easier to get and possibly make more sense if I looked for them from men. Pretty much every story on here is a girl slutting herself out for guys... and I want to recreate all of the stories on here in my own life... but I never see men that I actually want 🙃 It's confusing and doesn't make any sense. But these stories are soooo hot. I want to just walk up to a random person at the beach who's been staring as my ass and ask if they wanna fuck. I want to be used at a party as a fuck doll and let everyone have a turn cumming in my ass until I pass out from overwhelming sensation. But without men? Basically impossible 😭

• The obvious solution is for me to fuck other trans girls. Which I'm not opposed to. But us girlies are obv kind of rare, especially in the country that I live in. That kind of defeats the idea of being a free use slut that anyone can get if only a very very narrow subsection of the population can get it :/ Not to mention that I've never even actually had sex with another tgirl before... The idea kind of makes me nervous for gender reasons I won't get into here.

So what's a horny lesbian to do? Swipe on tinder and bumble constantly and occasionally meet another nice queer girl for a fun date night and good sex. But never the kind of sex I'm really craving. Fufilling in some ways, but very very unfufilling in others. Other than that... I don't know what to do other than just biting the bullet and fucking a guy. Which I feel like I get closer and closer to every day. Tbh with enough encouragement from ppl here it might happen haha. If you read this whole thing thank youuu pls give me advice or support 🥺