So my slut journey is progressing well, and I'm growing into a better slut. I feel like I've been converted to a new religion but instead I've just converted from a respectable girl to a basic bitch. It's hard to explain, but I feel so good just being me. Wearing the clothes I wear now makes me feel so good, and everyone is super encouraging of how I dress. Even though people treat me differently and with a little less 'respect', I feel so young and free. My friends even makes fun of me for talking differently which I do a bit, but it feels like I'm being me.

Anyway, so at work there is this doosh that's been trying to fuck me for months. He's also my age, and super cocky. He's a typical finance white boy, which is sort of my type now. Anyway, he's always been flirty before I was remotely interested, and has always been persistent even though me having a boyfriend made most guys back off a bit. Every now and then he'd have lunch with me and send me jokey messages that would annoy my boyfriend. Admittedly, this guy is one of the reasons I convinced my boyfriend to let me fuck other guys. I would have thought it was totally unimaginable not long ago, but alas. One of the reasons I found him so attractive was that he always acted as though I would fuck him even though I think I gave no indication. I guess he was right though. He is fairly average looking, but I knew from facebook stalking that he had a six pack and muscles.

After I got the green light from my boyfriend to mess around with other guys, I was initially pretty hesitant to do anything with him. We were kind of friends, and he knew my other work friends well. Also my boyfriend had been pretty jealous of him, because I had mentioned to him that he was flirty with me. More recently my boyfriend said that I talked about him all of the time in kind of annoyed way, so yeah. But another day when I was talking about him and said that he was funny or something and he is always awkwardly flirting with me, my boyfriend said "you wouldn't actually fuck him right?". I kind of paused and looked embarrassed. My boyfriend kind of did a tisk tisk thing in a somewhat annoyed 'oh you' way.

Fast forward to recently, the guy kept on sitting near me and finding chances to talk to me. It got to a point where all I wanted to do is give him anything he wanted. While I'd previously thought that it wasn't worth fucking him, my logical reasoning was out the door. He kept on acting like he'd won me over which made it worse. Little did he know that he was completely right. We had this work thing late one night but he had inviting me 'and maybe some other people' to help each other with some work project we have. I said that it would probably be a better use of time and accepted.

Sure enough he didn't invite anyone else even though he pretended like he had. After work he drove me to his house. He basically told me that I was his type multiple times (yellow fever) and that he wanted to know me better. It was casual Friday and I was wearing short-shorts and my new cute white shoes that all basic Asian bitches wear. At this point I was fully entranced and was unintentionally talking in a really 'yes daddy' kind of way (nothing weird though). With immense sexual tension we inexplicably went to his room (because it's a sharehouse) and I was clearly all his. I sat on the bed looking at him like he was a god, and he looked so pleased. It was the hottest thing ever. He undressed while I watched, and he had the best body. I started to undress and he helped. We then slid onto the bed and he kissed me all over while feeling me up. I was so weak. We went straight into the fucking. He slit into me without a condom and I almost came. I can't stress how strong he was and how weak I was. We fucked doggy style on his bed with him standing up. We fucked in a few positions, all of them were so deep. It was the best fuck I've ever had. So amazing. When he came I could feel it all, and I came at same time - partially because of his pleased expression.

The next day I was so sore. He was so proud of himself and I was so embarrassed. I hated him so much but wanted to fuck him again and again. He didn't tell anyone but some people have asked what's going on. The worst part is that there is this month long job in another city that I knew he'd be on and I was previously offered it, and I stupidly accepted it. I honestly have no regrets and am super excited. I haven't told my boyfriend that he was going to be on the job yet. I just said that I felt like I had to go.

More to come.