Seeing people seemed interested I thought I'd make another post about what I've been up to. So I've definitely become the office hoe. I haven't done anything else with anyone, but it's probably only a matter of time.

I have however gotten up to a few other things. I got in contact with a friend that I hadn't spoken to in years. She kind of exists in a different world to me and wasn't compatible with my life as I got older. That being said, I've kept on stalking her through facebook and been somewhat jealous of what she gets up to. You know, the typically trashy clubbing lifestyle. We got talking over messenger and decided to meet up. I told her about the new situation with me being allowed to mess around with guys and said I'd love to go out with her sometime. She was super proud of me. She had one of those 'not in those clothes you aren't' moments and we went shopping for more appropriate clothes. I now have a whole new slutty wardrobe that I'm so excited about. She convinced me to get a choker and these cute combat boots I've now been wearing everywhere. She also persuaded me to go and get light brown tips like all basic asians - which I guess that's what I now am.

Anyway we went out for my first night of clubbing with my friend. I'd never felt more free or excited in my life. It was pretty early in the night and I'd had a few drinks. After one I'm normally super horny, so you can imagine. Some two guys in their late twenties asked if they could join us and my friend gladly accepted. They weren't great looking or anything, but holy crap was I attracted to them. We talked for a while and one of them bought us both more drinks. They both kept on making me laugh, and they'd fully one me over. One of them grabbed my leg and I was so turned on. My friend even made a joke about me being too easy, which I guess is true. They asked if we wanted to come and hang out with them and we accepted. I texted my boyfriend saying that we were going to hang out with some guys we met, and he just told me to stay safe.

We caught an uber to one of their houses. I was so insanely attracted to one of the guys. They seemed to confident and in control. I was so ready to launch myself at them by the time we got home. Pretty instantly after getting to the house my friend and I were led into seperate bedrooms. My friend wished me good luck and off I went. Not even closing the door. The guy pushed me onto the bed and we started tearing off each other's clothes. He was so strong and I was so weak. He put one of his arms around me and the other grabbed my ass. We made out briefly and he then pressed his dick against me and I opened straight up. That moment of his dick entering me still makes me shudder. I'd given myself fully over to him, consequences be damned. He absolutely railed me. He fucked me loudly against the wall and a chair. He was so muscly and I came like three times. I could also hear my friend getting railed. She later told me I was loud too. It was just the best. The excitement of this strong random guy fucking me was insane. When he was super deep into me he came. I could feel all of it going in. It was the best.

I fell asleep on top of him. I woke up early and sucked his dick. He was in heaven. I stupidly added him on facebook - now that's always going to be there. My boyfriend even offered to pick me up, but I felt bad and caught the train home with my friend. I felt like such a whore, it was gross and amazing.

I'm loving all of the attention I get when I go out now all dressed up. I feel super great in such a slutty way. My boyfriend has permission to fuck anyone but so far hasn't. Anyway who knew that a few dicks would fix my depression and make me feel so free and like anything is possible. I feel like I'm bringing so much joy to the world. I've never felt better and I'll keep you all updated.