Happened a few weeks ago now. I was at a grocery store, and almost lost my license. Have some points for speeding from before, and well... Add reckless driving to the list. I was backing up, out of my spot, and didn't look. Like an idiot, and backed right in to an oncoming car. A guy in his 40's stepped out, he was beyond angry. Foaming at the mouth angry with me. I really ruined the front of his car and the back of mine...

I've never filled out an insurance form before; and it made me feel like such an idiot standing there and doing what he told me. Witing for the cops, being put in my place by them too explaining myself. Having to ask my dad to help paying the fine, and the insurance stuff for my car and his.

I have never felt like such an airhead. So feeling low, what do I do? I call a friend, ask her to go out with me, get dressed and dolled up, and hit a club. Dancing, talking, just having fun. We met a group of guys there, engineering students, and hung out and talk with them all night! One of them was so cute, and I was so happy when he invited me back to his, talked to me about engineering stuff that seeemed alien to me, told me how pretty I was.

I felt like everything in the world was right that night when we got to his, and he bent me over his couch, peeled off my panties, grabbed my hair and started railing me doggy! At least one guy saw me for what I am that day, in the right way! A vapid, kind of ditzy dumb dumb, but hey, at least a very pretty one!