This happened 9 years ago, not long after I turned 18. My parents were strict but I was rebellious and obsessed with sex. I kept up the appearance of being the reserved, obedient Asian girl but even prior to this party, I had had sex with my boyfriend at the time, 2 ex's and 3 other friends and 1 one-night stand at a party. Sex with my then-bf was fine but I wanted to be the hot girl that gets pursued at parties. Partying and hookup culture seemed so enticing and social media feminism had me believing that I had to regularly sleep around with random guys to achieve sexual liberation from the patriarchy.

One weekend when my parents were away, I went to a frat party with a friend who's two years older than me. I wore a short bodycon dress that showed off what little cleavage I have. There were around 50 people in that frat house, tons of booze, empty rooms and good-looking dudes (maybe around a 2:1 Male to Female ratio?).

We started the night playing drinking games. As we each got a bit of a buzz, we started flirting and drinking with some guys as well. Quite a couple of guys seemed interested in me despite me being far from the hottest girl at the party, especially the guys who were hosting who lived in that frat house. I guess some of them had a bit of 'yellow fever' and some were turned on by the idea of the innocent-looking Asian girl with strict parents loving to party. I did shots with them and even tried coke for the first time with these two guys. I felt carefree, relaxed, horny with not a worry in the world.

I ended up following the two guys that were flirting with me into a room upstairs. I was pretty drunk so they sat me down on the bed and I started sucking their cocks, too focused to care that the door wasn't shut all the way. My dress straps slipped off my shoulders as I was sucking, revealing my breasts. When they were both hard and ready, they helped me up and onto the bed, where they took turns on me.

Just as the first guy finished in my mouth and left the room, three guys heard/saw us inside and entered the room. These were some of guys that I was flirting with at the party. They dapped up the second guy as he was still fucking me and asked to join. I was hesitant because 5 guys in a night was a lot but they started taking their pants off. Caught up in the thrill and feeling bad for teasing them with no payoff, I sheepishly went along with it.

While those three turns fucking me, they fed me more tequila. One of them started teasing my ass with his cock. I flinched but he comforted me and gave me more coke. He put lubed in my ass and on his cock, then held my hips and forced his cock in. Once he got it in, he was actually very gentle but it still hurt. My eyes watered and I squealed but no one took notice. After he came in my ass, he had me lick his cock clean and left.

There a bit shuffling about and I found myself stuffed airtight by his two friends and another guy. It was then that I realized that several more guys had entered the room and there was a small crowd waiting their turn. Some were even filming on their phones. Each time a guy came in my holes or mouth or sometimes on my body, the crowd waiting cheered and someone else tagged in. I lost count after the 8th guy started fucking me.

Many of the guys fucking me hadn't even spoken to me at the party, they just joined in on the train that was being run on me. I wasn't just a naughty slut getting shared by a couple of guys at a party anymore, I was the cum dumpster for whoever wanted to use my holes. I didn't intended for this to happen but it quickly got out of hand. I would've asked to stop much earlier if I wasn't so high and drunk but I was enjoying it so much and so consumed with pleasure that it never occurred to me that I was doing something so depraved and out of character.

The DP was very overwhelming but felt amazing, almost as if orgasms were forced out of my body with shear volume of stimulation. Being watched as guys waited their turn which made me feel filthy and exposed but very sexy. Every so often someone poured beer on me or fed me vodka straight from the bottle. I had orgasm after orgasm and within all the pleasure, everything felt like a blur. I even briefly passed out several times.

My pussy and ass felt sore and raw from all the pounding. I felt gross and sticky from all the creampies I had taken. They made me lick their cocks clean after they were done fucking. By the time everyone had their fun with me, I was spent, very sore and shaking. I have no idea how many guys fucked me, since many of the guys got more than one turn.

I was so tired and my mind was filled with anguish and guilt for allowing my body to be used in such a way and shame for thoroughly enjoying every second of it. A lot of cum had leaked out of my holes and onto the bed. I couldn't find my thong so I just fixed my dress and left.

Cum continued leaking out of my holes on my walk-of-shame home. I felt so turned on by how worthless and debauched I behaved. Shamefully, I admitted to myself that it was really fun and I did not regret it. I later heard from one of the frat guys that I stayed in touch with that I was used by 24 guys that night, including every single guy who lived in that frat house. I actually forgot about Plan B in the days after, so it was through sheer dumb luck that I didn't become pregnant.

After that night, I went back to being a good girl until the end of senior year. Some rumours circulated about that night, I obviously vehemently denied it but it didn't help my case that I was walking funny. I was lucky that the guys didn't leak the clips, or if they did, I was lucky that it didn't circulate to my high school. It was just one of many rumours that went around during high school so it didn't catch on too much to absolutely ruin my reputation. I ended up staying with my then-boyfriend at the end of the school year.

To this day, I still try to maintain that conservative, obedient Asian daughter facade but I really wanted to share this because it was what opened things up for me. All the times I'd intentionally getting impaired at parties hoping to get taken advantage of, all the risky behaviour... it all started with this! I've since grown to do it because I enjoy it, not because of some vague notion of being sexually liberated.