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Hi! Your ranting bunso is here na sa sub na ito. Pero basically I just felt like parang mas mahirap pa sa pagsosolve ng differential equation ang pag-gawa ng kaibigan. Since I entered high school parang wala akong friends. I had a friend group noong grade 7, nasa GC ako, kasama ako sa mga lakad tas nagka-watak watak kami noong grade 8. Then pandemic happened, so wala na akong friends. The only friends I have are the ones I made online. Pati nga jowa ko nung time na iyon, online din e smh
Though they've been with me for long, nahihirapan ako with my online friends because they're all foreigners (mostly Europeans, including si ex) and sometimes I find it difficult to complain about certain things that they probably won't understand because di sila Pinoy.
Incoming grade 12 na ako, and since taga sci high ako, I'm dealing with the same 150 people that I dealt with this year. Last school year was tough on me too, I got into a beef with a supposed friend because of my ex (it's a long story). Let's not even talk about the fact na during our Philosophy class where we were asked to write our thoughs about each other anonymously and I got some really hurtful words thrown at me.
I feel like it's a me problem. I try my best to be honest and real, people hate me. I fake it 'till I make it, people obviously hate me for that. Pag nasa bahay namin, lagi silang napapakain lol mistulang may pista samin tuwing may bisita.
Gusto ko lang ng tropa na tanggap ako kung ano ako, yung inaaya ako sa mga gala, yung genuinely happy pag kasama ako. Hirap ba makahanap non?
So what should I do? How do I make friends? Di naman ako introvert. In fact I can safely say I'm an extrovert. Or maybe hayaan ko na lang sila and umasa na siguro college would treat me better.
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