Hello, so needing advice lang. I had a circle of friends kasi, we used to be so close. Long story short, I was toxic, had a lot of issues with them,band we weren't on speaking terms for 1 month. We talked about in nung April, pero di na like dati, ramdam na yung pagiging matabang. We still talk pero civil nalang like oag may activities lang pero yung dating connection and closeness is wala na, they haven't unblocked me in Facebook anyway. It's my fault anyway and I already regret it and I vow to be better, even if it means without them as my consequence.

So eto nga, December palang nag pa plano nako ng regalo sakanila for Graduation in July. Ang plano ko is bibigyan ko sila ng photocard with one picture of them solo and one with me. Lalagyan ko na rin ng 1 piece candy, tapos ilalagay ko yun sa maliit na giveaway box. Since nagka issue kami, naisip ko na mag lagay na rin ng letter doon, apologizing again for everything and thanking them for being part of my shs. And a vow to be better pag nag meet kami.

Kaso lang, natatakot kasi ako na baka itapon lang ng iba sa kanila or baka di nila ma appreciate since matabng na talaga. Yung iba nga sakanila no speaking terms talaga, minsan nagpaparinig pa sa classroom. Yung isa naman pinapakalat pa issues ko sa classroom so lalo akong napapahiya(I guess deserved ko rin naman). But I genuinely treasured them back then, and there was really something wrong with me na I'm working ayusin.

Should I do it ba? I will be moving to Manila for College anyway. Most of them are staying in a college here in my province.