I’m just venting, I hope this is okay here 😭 I’ve done online SW since 2016. In that time I made good connections and friends. There was one company who was regularly reaching out for me to do spanking or other fetish content with them. I had a good friend who I would hang out with and make content with. But most of our hangouts were us smoking weed, watching cartoons, snuggling and eating and ofc casual nudity.

And I just miss that so bad. I’m in a GC and one of the dancers was talking about having a sleepover with her stripper friends and travel dancing together and it just made my heart so heavy. I really dearly miss having close friends who do any form of SW. but now that I’m dancing, I would love nothing more than a friend or two who also dances. I want friends who get it, who can come over and practice pole tricks and floor work. Watch cartoons, get food, color, talk shit. Just everything. I’d love a doubles partner, especially to travel and try out other clubs with.

Im very independent-I love being alone and doing things by myself. But I’m just deeply and dearly missing close irl connection of girls who get it fr. I moved almost two year ago, to live w my husband. I struggle to make friends as it is, so it’s been especially hard, especially with my anxiety/AuDHDburnout/agoraphobia at an all time high the last year- I haven’t really made a single close friend here. But now things have settled and I’m feeling the loneliness :( I do plan on trying some classes and hopefully meeting some new people there but :( it’s something I’ve been feeling a lot lately, it’s just really loud today 😩 I thought I’d share to try and quiet the rumination but also in case anyone else is feeling similar 💕 we lonely together sis