Recently I feel like I’ve been addicted to the club and making money. Last night there was a big sports game and our city’s team won. So i work at a couple different clubs and i was on schedule to work at a smaller dive bar but last minute i decided to go work at a bigger urban club in the city closer to the stadiums. I thought I would make more money there and i ended up not having a good night i only walked out with 200. There was so many girls and the sections were all just there hanging out and not really spending that much. Today I came to work at the smaller club and i asked a girl how last night was and she said it was really good and made a lot of money 😭😭 now I can’t help but feel like I missed out on a bag and I keep beating myself up about it lmao I know there will be other nights I make money but I keep having these bad thoughts how can I stop 😭 and tonight has been so slow omg I’m so mad at myself