I love being a stripper I really do. I made good money today but I worked ten hours and was so tired (I get emotional when I’m tired) that this stupid situation sent me and I left the club and bawled my eyes out of the way home. The situation was that someone told me they were gonna give me 100$ for a dance and then I accidentally kicked and broke a glass and then they said I ruined it and gave me $20 and left…. I went from feeling like fine shit to being weirdly triggered and embarrassed in literal minutes. This career can fr be so lonely coz it’s the middle of the night and I got no one but this sub to vent about it to at this time. I didn’t need their money I think it was more the way the situation of feeling punished for an accident for some reason fucked me up. I never cry over this shit either. Just a long day fr 🥲🙏counting what I made today made me feel better tho. Money is so addicting and probably not the best coping skill but definitely not the worst