its my first day sober today. like i mean in my entire dancing career, ive never worked one DAY sober. im a heavy alcoholic tbh like i drink 5 shots at least every shift and i work 3-6 days a week and drink on days im not working😟 i said enough is enough though ! so rn im at work sober. I need some help or advice- ive been here 3 hours and have made $0. im so scared to approach customers- i feel so anxious awkward and self conscious & im thinking so many negative things about myself and my looks. i refuse to drink rn but its rlly bringing me down because everyones making $ except me because of my damn anxiety and confidence. i could use some helpful words rn :/ ugh . like i know i could just order 3 shots rn and boom id get a room easily. help meee