Honestly Ive been extremely depressed I’ve barley left my bed for 4 weeks since i got fired (literally over fuzzy shoes) i tried working other places but the closest that would hire me was a hour away and i didnt make very much so ive just really been in my bed for weeks, i cry alot and i really just want to move back home (i moved 5 hours away from my home for the club that fired me) i just feel unappreciated and alone i wish i never came here i dont want to go back to work i want to go home i hate everything about this city and just feel like i genuinely have no one and im trying to be positive because i finally got hired (after a month) at the only other club in my city and i honestly dont even want to go i don’t think i can mentally handle is because genuinely all i want to do is go home i miss my family and my friends at home i fucking hate it here