broke up with my toxic ass cheating ass ex almost 2 weeks ago and my money has been ~flowing~ since then. my averages tanked since dating him and i’d joke with my therapist that once i end things w him my money at the club will go up again bc when he went outta the country for a month my money was alright again and damn i love being right.

also for any girlies that are currently with a toxic partner: i know it’s incredibly hard to break that connection with them, but it’s so so worth it. you deserve so much more than what your partner is giving you rn. it feels like the last year of my life was wasted tbh, and rn i regret going back each time. i knew our relationship wasn’t right and i knew i wanted something different/better, but i couldn’t let go. a part of it was i didn’t wanna be alone tbh, but bc i didn’t leave and stay gone the first time i left i got hurt so much more than i would’ve had i just left. it honestly feels like a darkness that surrounded me this past year has disappeared tbh. if you’re like me and you deal with something until it’s just too awful: leave rn. it’s not worth sticking around until you break tbh.

for anyone still reading: i send you the strength you need to make the change you need bc you deserve so much more, no matter what situation you’re in 💕