I’m flaking out on my scheduled audition cus now it’s passed 2 I was supposed to be there at 1 🫠 however I think I’m gonna go grab some lunch and deposit my cash cus I worked up my anxiety all because of the main issue which was money and I wasn’t sure I’d have enough to get back with well when the Lyft is Costing anywhere between $20-30 for a ride how the same distance and it took me all day to get ready plus other shit spinning around in my head it’s no wonder I probably don’t feel like going anymore. I am however going to call that club and ask if I can reschedule because something “came up” I genuinely hope that works so my name isn’t trash by the time I do get to them or maybe let it go hope They forget and walk in next week. I am still tempted to try later tonight at a different club I just wish my anxiety didn’t overrun me sometime 🫠🫠🫠