I have a lot of scars, all over my legs. On both of my legs.

and then my knees are really dark and bruised-up looking, also.

(I am a melanin-ated woman, by the way). 😅

does this matter? I mean, you know… do guys really care about this? and just in general, does it matter?

i have never really had a customer ever complain about it. it’s super dark in there, I mean the club lighting is very forgiving, so that helps…

I will also say, that i have been doing my OnlyFans since 2020, and my subscribers have never complained about my imperfections. they did not say anything about my scars, not that i recall… since i started 4 years ago.

i think I’m actually more insecure about it outside the club (in regular, “civilian” life) than I am inside the club. If that makes sense…

i guess what i’m asking is, how do you guys cope with this/handle this? i find myself wearing pants a lot, in public, i mean let’s be real I’m 29 years old… Sometimes it’s for modesty. It may be comfortable to have more coverage, depending on where you’re going… But really, one of the main reasons is because I am self-conscious about the appearance of my legs.

I kind of feel like you have to have an IDGAF attitude. I mean, it’s your life. You have to live for yourself, not for other people. So, if it’s hot outside and you want to wear dresses and skirts, rompers, and shorts… i think you should be able to. You should be free to wear bikinis at the beach and feel confident.

But at the same time, I also kind of feel like, it is also okay if I have some days where I want to “hide those problem areas,” especially if I am just feeling more “bummy” that day.

Does that make sense?

I also feel like the camera quality on these smartphones/iPhones these days is soooooooo insane, and so that makes these images soooooooo unforgiving!!

I know they have products out there like Sally Hansen Airbrush Legs or whatever, but honestly I would probably only do that MAYBE for like a photoshoot or something; I probably wouldn’t apply it for dancing. It’s not very practical. For example, I wouldn’t want it to transfer onto clients while giving a dance, and I also wouldn’t want my skin to be greasy if I plan on climbing the pole/attempting any pole tricks… I also feel like that’s just ONE more step, to add to my already SUPER LONG getting ready routine. Not to mention, I wouldn’t want it to stain white or light clothing.

Some people recommend garments such as thigh-high socks, fishnets, stockings, or thigh-high boots, bodystockings, etc., things that provide more coverage to the lower body and legs. Which I think is a lot more practical & smart…

Boots are super sexy/erotic, and they not only conceal the lower legs, but they also offer the benefit of protecting the legs and knees at the same time… Boots are also typically a lot more comfortable, and they provide ankle support. Downsides could be: that they get in the way, or also tag the inside of the material does tend to sweat.

I am more of a classic Pleasers kind of girl; I typically prefer the ankle strap platform sandals or a slip-on mule style.

But I think i am going to make the switch to tall boots soon because I do a lot of floor work and twerking and acrobatics, and just feel soo bad that I am just tearing up my body over the years… for a couple dollars. Sad. Boots will help me to prevent more damage. So for a number of reasons, boots a very smart idea. They also help you to learn certain pole tricks and spins…

You only get ONE BODY and I just wonder what this type of lifestyle is going to do to my knees, in the long run…

Anyone else insecure about dark knees, and dark marks/scars on the legs?

Any advice or opinions would be greatly appreciated.

Just needed to vent a little here…

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