Once again I try to post less and only when intuition prompts me to. Today felt like a good time.

I'm pretty certain that I am close to liberation at this point - if not, somewhere near there. My moment-to-moment experience becomes similar to certain guides I've read - thoughts appear "bubblelike" and transient, all is known as Brahman (AtR guide) The experience of "me" and time fade completely and sometimes can be induced at will (MCTB)

What was previously thought to be spectacular and life-changing is now seen as well...normal is not the right word. It is seen and felt as true reality - everything else was simply deep delusion. It often feels like God/light is bleeding into everything. Emptiness roars. It's all very hard to put into words if I don't use poetry and metaphor.

While there is no true "end" (because there never was a beginning) there is a finality at some point that is sensed - I'm not there yet. Daniel Ingram does talk about this when he became an arahant. There is also the sense of unconditional love for everything which is not a choice from Adya's teachings.

(it's nice to have some form of corroboration from teachers that this is a real thing that I am getting closer to and that the past 25 years of seeking have not been wasted!)

I'm not sure exactly what else to do as this point besides deepen into reality. I have spoken to Angelo Dilulo who says do just that - it's very light, it could not be any other way.

I still have questions that arise (what do I do, is the Law of Attraction real, what is the next step) but they seem to die into the sense of being that is primary. "Be still and know that I am God" essentially.

It does feel like the mundane and supramundane are merging - peak experiences (or beyond) are seen as the "new normal" and it is understood directly that that is true reality, unfiltered by the mind.

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