I felt guided to make this post, was not originally going to do so. I questioned the impulse to make it, which seemed to arise from light. The impulse returned that it was also light. Everything was and is.

There is the sense that even though my senses and perception are there, there is a greater reality unfolding. I have been trying to go beyond simply sense perception and conceptual knowledge to direct experience - to be able to perceive dependent origination as it is happening.

There have been experiences of this nature before, but it seems to be flowing better now. It's hard to put into words. Everything is everything in the sea of light.

I am trying to live from this awareness and sensation, knowing that is it the true nature of reality. The goal is to do it all the time, but sometimes there is still the illusion of separation.

Been feeling kind of weird lately and have had many strange questions asked and answered...which I guess is par for the course for spiritual experiences.