So I've been thinking about sex with men for a long time. I'm 25 and I've always liked gay porn on occasion, but a couple years ago I started fantasising about what it would be like to be with a man, specifically bottom and submit. I've got an interest in kink as well, though I'm dominant with women. But I get so turned on thinking about submitting to a man.

The thing is, I think it might just be the fantasy I like? I'm really not attracted to men. Men's bodies can be really hot, but in reality I've never been attracted to a man when interesting with them. I've almost gone through with meeting men a couple times, actually seeing one in person before backing out.

But then I go read stories on literotica, and flip through this subreddit, and get painfully horny again. I think about a man putting a collar around my neck, and having me obey his commands, and I cum so fast.

So I'm conflicted. I feel like I would be fine if I never tried. But I have the opportunity right now, so why not? I'm wondering if there's anyone here with a similar experience.