Hey all, just hoping to open some discussion, happy to DM as well. Who can relate, or has thoughts, advice, anything about this: I literally cannot stop going back to cock. I swear I’m straight. I don’t wanna love cock and yet I fucking love it so much. I suck sock like my life depends on it. I post in classifieds and find older men and do anything they tell me. Have them dress me up or not, whatever they want. Invite friends over, rape me, use me, I literally do not care—I just turn my mind off and open my holes. I love when They call me a faggot. I feel like something is wrong with me lol maybe there is but I almost don’t care. I want cock no matter how much I think I hate it. Anyone else feel like this?