So I’m in my early 30’s now and I’ve always found trans girls so sexy I have played with my ass a lot over the last few years. And don’t find men attractive but I can’t stop thinking about getting fucked by a big dick and sucking on it till it explodes. I was staying out on the road working and had a hotel room all by myself and found my self on sniffies and looking for some fun keep in mind I’m married and have always been faithful. But she hasn’t given me the time of day for some fun in a long time . So I started looking for a GH to release some stress and I messaged this guy and he told me to swing on by his house very low key. I’ve never done anything with a guy up to this point. But I showed up and he was very nice and told me to take my time and he will take care of me. So walked over to his makeshift GH and he started sucking by dick before I knew it I was rock hard. I was very nervous but he told me to relax and enjoy it. He started grabbing my ass cheeks and before I know it he had a finger in my ass and it was amazing I felt his dick getting hard on my leg and I wanted to reach down and start playing with it but chicken out and let him finish me off. I still to this day wish I would have just played with his cock. Where do I go from here I ask myself do I peruse it agin am I bi or am I gay what’s your thought’s??