I had been on a sort of bicurious tirade over the past week. Doing posts on subreddits, Trolling on Grindr, too nervous or flakey to do anything other than chat trade pics. But I feel like if I'm going bottom, I can at least be picky with the dick that turns me, right? 😅

Anyway, it came to a head and I went to my local sex store, go something comparable to what kind of dick I'd go down for, or bottom for: Diameter: 1.7" Insertable Length: 7" specifically for p-spot pleasure.

To make a long story short, holy fuck I need to spend more time relaxing and letting myself adjust to it. I've done prostate orgasms before with plugs and even other smaller toys, but this was the biggest I've ever inserted. I guess it's going to take time for me to get uses to that size before it gets pleasurable. And i have a bit more appreciation for the average sized crowd🫠

Does it get easier? Should I just start practicing my gag reflex instead? Being 'bicurious' is tougher than I thought 🙃

DMs open if your curious about details. The post won't stay up long, as I'll be making an alt for this kind of stuff.