I used to post ads on craigslist in the M4W section and I’d usually get replies from dudes. After about a year of this my curiosity got the best of me and I accepted a blow job. “A mouth is a mouth I told myself.” I was in my mid twenties and this guy was 52. After a few weeks of getting head from this guy, one day he swung his body around while he was blowing me so his cock was in my face. I just kept staring at it. Eventually I leaned in and started nursing on it. Fuck I was enjoying it. I continued sucking but I was afraid of him cumming in my mouth so I stopped, I wasn’t ready for that yet. He swallowed me and I went home. Next day I was disgusted with myself. I ghosted him for a few months but then I got horny one day and messaged him. We met up again. He started giving me head and at some point he began licking my balls and working his way down. Before I knew it his tongue was massaging my asshole. I was in heaven. I let out a few moans and he began digging deeper. I felt him start circling around my hole with his wet finger and gently try to enter but I was too tight. He climbed on top and began humping me, I humped back. This was so hot, he pushed his dick under me so it was rubbing the surface of my hole while he humped me. I felt something wet and warm entering my ear, it was his tongue; he was sucking and licking my ear. Then my face. As I felt him approaching my lips I pulled away; I just wasn’t into making out with guys. He understood and continued humping me. He made his way down and finished me off. I went home, again disgusted with myself. But that wouldn’t stop me from going back. On the next visit I was hungry for cock. As soon as we went into his bedroom, we began hugging an dry humping while standing. I dropped to keep knees and rubbed my face in his crotch, smelling his man musk. I felt him stiffening up, I lowered his briefs and wrapped my lips around his semi. I was taking my time and switching from deep suction to kinky tongue flicks. I felt him trying to push himself in deeper and deeper. To my surprise he just grabbed my skull with both hands and took control. I kneeled there gagging while he pumped my mouth. There was saliva dripping down both sides of my mouth. He comforted me by mentioning what a good boy I was. He pulled out and motioned for me to get on the bed. He eventually directed me in the 69 where I laid on top of him and sucked his dick as he ate my ass. This was the most amazing thing ever for me. I was going to town on his cock while his tongue worked my hole. I felt the tip of his finger trying to stretch it out. Eventually he got a knuckle or two in with his index finger. I yelped as I couldn’t handle more but he would eat me for a while and return to stretching. He wanted to fuck me and I was down to try but he refused to wear protection and I was paranoid AF of getting stds so I had to decline. On the next visit I noticed he was sniffing from a small bottle while he was blowing me. I got curious but didn’t say anything. As we were getting it on and switching through positions, I was giving him head and asked if I can try to bottle. I took two hits and went back to working his plump cock. I felt a rush and an intense horniness. I was going to town on him, roughing my mouth and throat as he laid back and melted on the mattress. A few minutes of this and he pull out; I felt something warm on my face. A slight salty, buttery flavor in my mouth. It was his cum. He came on my face and a little got in my mouth. He tossed me a towel and thanked me for the good time.

He ended up moving and I still fantasize about our encounters. Still looking for someone to continue exploring with. I consider myself mostly straight but definitely bi