So, I’m 23, a typical gym lad—you know, muscular, always with the boys, never thought twice about the way I presented myself. I’ve always known who I am, or so I thought. But then I found myself getting curious about something new. I posted here, hoping to find people who might understand, and ended up chatting with a guy who seemed to get exactly where I was coming from.

After talking a while, he suggested I try stepping out of my comfort zone to explore my more submissive side. I wasn’t sure how that would feel, given that I’m built like, well, a “gym lad”—but he offered to send me a few things to help me experience that side of myself. When a package showed up with a few silky pairs of panties and some toys, I felt both nervous and excited. Putting on something like that felt like it should be out of character, and I expected to feel ridiculous.

But when I slipped on the first pair, something clicked. I looked in the mirror and saw myself in a new light—strong, sure, but feeling softer, more open, and surprisingly feminine. I didn’t feel out of place at all. In fact, I felt more vulnerable and submissive than I’d ever thought possible. The contrast between my usual image and this new look made me feel completely different, and I loved it.

We kept chatting, and eventually, he suggested we meet. He even arranged a fancy hotel room in the city center. I put on the outfit he’d sent, felt that rush of new energy again, and waited for him with a drink to calm the nerves. When he arrived, he was easygoing, making sure I was comfortable. There was this intense anticipation, but he took things at my pace, letting me explore without pressure.

Things went further than I expected, and for the first time, I let myself go, we discussed kissing and maybe touching a little bit when I was there feeling his throbbing cock through his boxers I couldn’t help but ask if I could suck it...

I’m not sure where this journey leads, but I’m definitely interested in finding out more and ideally finally giving up my anal virginity….