So it looks like yall liked my first post so here’s a little extension on that. I bottomed for that guy and it was just too painful etc. Well the more I want to try again the more I find myself on here staring at cocks or wishing I had a bro chill enough to explore without the pressure of it being weird. It’s interesting how the thought consumes me, I get off to gay porn sometimes multiple times a day. I find myself craving holding a man’s big balls in my hand while I work his shaft or feeling them slap against my ass. I crave that feeling of being stretched like the first time I bottomed. So intense even tho it hurt I want it again and again. I thought about getting some toys increasing in size so I can loosen myself up to take a real cock and hopefully a big one at that. I have a 6.5 inch dildo and it doesn’t fill me up the way I want so I guess I need to move up in size. Long story short, I’m straight ish but the more I fuck around the more I wish a muscular daddy on here would break me in and make me his regular hole to stretch. DMs open if you think you could be that guy