Well I’m just gonna get to it. I’m 24 years old and have been interested in men for really since I had my first girlfriend in high school. It’s always been the trend that when I’m horny I want a guy AND a girl. When I’m getting attention from a girl I then find myself more sexually attracted to men and vice versa. Well after a bad breakup I met up with this guy from Grindr and I was so scared. We became friends kinda and I bottomed for him. One problem - it’s fucking huge. So I took it like a champ the first time 2 years ago. Since getting out of a new relationship I wanted to try again so I hit him up. He came over and I coukdnt take it, hurt so so bad and I was so sad. He went home and my craving for dick just got worse and worse. Long story short, I want it but I want to try again with someone who’s a more reasonable size and also takes more attention to preparing me for it as well? In my daily life I’m a personal trainer & work in the ICU. I am always the man in charge. I think it might be nice to not be the man in charge but more gently so I can enjoy it too. Thoughts? DMs open