You are the leader, the point person. You make the rules and discipline those who break them. You are firm. You are fair. You also want to be treated this way. You want someone to take you down a peg. You are always the mighty one. People look up to you, but you want to be the one looking up and saying "yes sir".

This control bleeds into your home environment and into the bedroom. You are always on top and are always trying hard to do everything right. Relax and allow yourself to be the one to lay in bed and be the bottom. Allow your face to get fucked with a dick and choke on it. Let your arms be tied up above your head while your legs are spread apart and feel what it's like to be fucked. You are powerless and it feels good. You finally are allowing someone else to take charge. You want this moment to last as your body is now a source of pleasure for another.

The best part about being with a trustworthy man is that no one else knows you've been claimed, allowed yourself to be fucked, allowed yourself to be degraded, and used. Everyone continues to look up to you and ask for your guidance. We both know that you come back and yearn for more dominance in your life and to serve the cock that has claimed you. The more you suppress yourself, the stronger the urge becomes.