It takes time, leaps of faith, and determination. You already know you want to be fucked. You know you want to feel that warm load down your throat or in your virgin hole, yet the only person that holds you back is yourself. When you allow yourself to be mind fucked into taking it for the first time, you allow yourself to relax and finally enjoy what your body has been craving.

Part of this process is know what you want the end goal to be while expending quality communication into building a foundation in which you feel good knowing the man who is going to claim you. I can not emphasize enough how much of a turn on it is to hear a muscle man moan from cock entering him for the first time. There is a sense of anxiety, ecstasy, irony, until all else fades and you are left with a calming lull where you've now entered your sub space.

You allowed yourself to become property. Now get on all fours like the good boy you were trained to be and allow yourself to be taken. You need it.