I've been curious for a while but never done anything due to lack of confidence. I turned to messaging guys online and talking about my fantsises with them with alure of meeting up and I'd suck his dick and maybe more. I watched porn too and I'm the horniest I've ever been looking at men fuck each other.

I'm in a better place with the idea of meeting up and I almost did a few weeks back. I'm moving so I'm going to wait before trying it again. I think my desire to do it is enhanced by how much I crave to suck a dick. Now saying that and looking at pussy it doesn't hit in nearly the same way for me.

I'm am high so this may not have made loads of sense but it's nice to get off my chest.