I have always been in to exploring sexual pleasure. I have had most all my sex with women. I have used toys on them they use them on me. Plugs, dildos, strap-on, beads, restraints, lingerie for me, and whatever the store had. I am very open to anything that feels good. When I was in college I had my first experience with a real toy (man cock) being put in my ass and i loved it. I didn’t want it all the time but I did partake a couple more times than just one while in college.

Fast forward and I am with a woman that is very plain when it comes to sex. Previous women were kinky but I didn’t trust to share all my kinks.

Lately I am like a fiend for the cock. It has been about 5 months since I have last had a dick and over the last 6 or 7 years I have only had about 4 or 5 different dicks spread about every 3-9 months. I’ve had the same cock more than once but never more than a few times.

I am not physically attracted to men. I don’t find their faces or bodies sexually arousing. I find cock arousing. I love to tease it and to suck on it and love how cum tastes and how a cock feels when it gets hard in my mouth or when it throbs as it releases in me. I love getting my ass eaten and playing up the submissive role and the best feeling is when I submit and lay down and submit to him thrusting his cock in and out of my pretty tight ass.

After it’s over I don’t want to hang out. I clean up and leave. I’m not ashamed or come to my senses. I just got what I wanted and leave.

Currently I am in heat and need a cock but everyone looking is a bottom that can’t host. No help for me. When I find someone that isn’t a flake I’ll tell you about it. I just wanted to share.

I don’t think this makes me straight turned gay but I am certainly looking for someone to fulfill my desires.

Wonder if there are others like me.