It started about last year when i was really horny in my bedroom, ive been a closeted bi for awhile and only select few know. I decided to download grindr one day to see what was out there and ive always had a thing for older guys, ive always wanted one to take control of me and i figured if i were to ever do something with a guy it would have to be an older one. Fast forward about 20 minutes and i end up finding this one guy not too far from me in his mid 50s. Killer body for an older guy and a really nice cock. We chatted for a bit and he said he could host asap. I got in my car and drove over there. I was so horny but also really nervous not sure if i was actually gonna go through with this because i have a girlfriend whos very monogmous. I get there and knock on the door and he opens it and lets me in. I take my shoes off and we properly introduced ourselves. We instantly started making out and he took my shirt off. We went into the bedroom and he told me to get naked. We both stripped and got in the bed and started making out some more as he grabbed my dick and i played with his. He turned me on my side and started eating my ass while jerking me and i literally moaned like daddies little bitch cause it felt so good. I then turned back over and sucked his dick, mind you this was my first time so i wasnt sure on what to do so i gave it a lick up and down and then put it as far down my throat as possible. He then laid me on my back, spat on his hand and gave me the craziest hand job ever and absolutely edged me until i blew the biggest load ever. To this day i still want his cock.