I had always been curious about gay sex. When I was teen and 20 I was flexible enough to suck my cock tip plus a few inches, I loved guzzling my own jizz. After I got married, I was looking at porn where a woman has a cock in her mouth, of course I wanted to feel what she was feeling. Then when I looked at more gay and bi porn, I also fantasized about my wife having a lover. It seems that the cuckold or open marriage fantasy is very popular among bi and gay men. Ironically, I became the cheating spouse with a few hookups with women, two serious affairs, but many, many more men. In my 30s I would cruise the M4M listings, and when my wife was out of town, I did invite a man over, and I eagerly, finally became a cocksucker. I knew I wanted it, I actually swallowed cum and I loved it. This led to more hookups, glory holes, and finding like-minded men, where we would encourage each other to go deeper, kissing and enjoying some humiliation and dress up play. Over the years, I did enjoy anal play and anal sex. Yes, having another man’s hard cock up my ass is a turning point! Recently, I have been seeing the same man for a year. Usually I am at least wearing panties or a skirt so we have established that I am now a sissy. I love it when he says he turned me into a faggot, when I kiss him and ask him to fuck me, so I think it must be true. After our first encounter, where I swallowed his semen, he has fucked me every time we were together. He has even said that I will never fuck pussy again as he is on top of me, or this is all I am good for as I mouth his cock. Of course I am a whimpering mess when he does that. I get so turned on and hot seeing pictures of the look on my face when he is pounding me!