My best friend convinced me to suck his dick. I 30 m was convinced to blow my best friend. We were smoking one night when the topic of sex came up. After sharing stories and showing pictures we had collected we were both horny af. He told me he was so horny he could fuck me right now. Jokingly of course or at least I thought. I replied as a joke at first I’d blow him but he took it very seriously. Within seconds his shorts were down and his thick dick was out. I don’t know what over took me but I got on my knees and let him fuck my mouth. He wasn’t long I’d say average but the thickness of his cock hurt my jaw but the taste is his pre-cum was worth it. He forced my head down before blowing his loan in my throat I planned to swallow but he was making sure of it.

After that night I’ve blown him a few more times. Now I’m ready for more. My ass needs to be fucked but he keeps dodging it. I’m about ready to just find someone else. What should I do??