Been having this fantasy for a while and wondering how many others have felt the same. I think confessing this will help me get over it as well

I have a close friend who I have known for years growing up and still very close with them. He’s straight with a gf, I’m ’straight’ and single. But I can’t help but fantasise about him. All I can think about sometimes is being able to kiss him, hold his naked body, worship his dick. He doesn’t even have to give anything to me, I just want to make him feel good. A secret just between us.

I know it will never happen, plus it would probably ruin the friendship, but I think sometimes if he ever hinted at it, or even just joked about sex in anyway, I would jump at that chance without hesitation