I‘ve only ever been with one guy and all I did was suck his dick. We met online and started chatting. He was decently attractive and we had similar interests so I decided to go over when he invited me. He was a couple of years older then me so I was able to go yo his apartment. He told me to walk right in. We sat on the couch and talked about kinks and other sexual things. I told him it was my first time and how I craved the thought of being dominated. How eventually I wanted to be tied up and treated like a slave. I told him some fantasies I’ve really wanted to try. After that we were both decently hard so we started watching porn and jerking off but seeing his cock made me want to get on my knees. So I did and sucked his cock. Then he forced me to strip for him and show him my ass. He spanked if a few times. Soon after his belt was around my neck and he was calling me his slut. Then he draped me across his lap and spanked me till I begged enough. Then he pushed me off back onto my knees. He pulled the belt tight around my neck so I was right at his feet like a dog. Then I jerked him off and begged for his cum. Till he came all over my face.

I haven’t done anything else since but I feel a need to be submissive. I want to do more to feel like a slut. I want to find a dom master to own me and out me in my place. Safe to say after this I discovered I wasn’t as straight as I thought.