I have been in a straight relationship with my girlfriend for about 8-9 years now. Never had any attraction for men, but BBC with hotwifes was my favorite type of porn. Always enjoyed watching their pussies and ass stuffed by big cocks ( it's pointless otherwise). A year or so ago our sexlife declined quite a bit, and my attention shifted more from the hotwifes into the cocks themselves. Just jacking my cock to porn wasn't enough, and felt curious on having my prostate estimulated. I borrowed my gf dildos and gave it a try. It felt interesting enought, but I thought it was too small, so I got myself a bigger one. Here is when the next shift happened, now while watching porn I'm fantasizing that I'm the girl getting fucked. I continue buying bigger and longer dildos and buttplugs. I joined gay subreddits, gay telegram groups, and downloaded grinder. I realized and started playing my role as a sub. Using thongs and showing my ass so that guys can jack off and tell me how much they would fuck my holes. I haven't done it yet, but getting closer to giving in and meeting a guy and become a casual cum dumpster