I have discovered through numerous kink sessions with my gf that I have a strong desire to please a cock. I have always been attracted to women and typically have a dominant side, but occasional switching with her has started revolve around being a pleasure toy without autonomy and being whored out at her whims. More background can be found in this post:

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The text messaging below took place after a long week of teasing, denial, and wearing a cock cage. I hope that sharing these stories will help me continue to drop my inhibitions while also providing some entertainment to all of you.

Pot: There’s a group of construction workers 10 feet from me as I sit in my car and fidget with your keys. I could tell them right now that it’s for a cock cage and there is nothing my mate can do about it. Maybe I should ask any of them if they want to know what your mouth feels like on their cock.

Toy: Ungh… I’m sitting in my truck and literally squirming. Ma’am can tell whoever she wants. I thrive by leaving that control in her hands… Or more accurately, I throb and leak as I picture kneeling in front of a construction worker as Ma’am orders me to “not disappoint him”.

Pot: Can you picture me telling you to drive over here right now and telling you to kneel before our new guest, where he is waiting, pants dropped to his knees in broad open daylight? Behind you all you hear is keys jingling. “Sir, this is why he is a straight man willing to suck cock to please. I control all pillars of his desire and primal needs. He wants to please and gains from your pleasure. Please enjoy his agile tongue. Toy, do not disappoint him.”

Toy: I would be so nervous. So worked up…. I’d have to just shut off the little mental function I have left… turn my brain off as I knelt, looked up at him, and asked if he wanted slow with my tongue or fast and to the point. Then I’d have to ask him to be honest with my owner when finished. Knowing that the cock I just sucked would influence Ma'am's mood… knowing that it would behoove him to say I needed more training at my expense. Hoping he was kinder than that.

-I could feel my cock trying to get hard as I detailed all of this. Confined in its tight prison and leaking against my thigh-

Hoping he wanted slow. Hoping I could savor the taste of his cock and sweat from the heat as I ran my tongue up his shaft. Feeling his precum sticking to my cheek. Wanting to feel every contour as I wrapped my lips around the head and took him inside my mouth.

Pot: I’m sure in some way our guest would find that cute and flattering. So good of you to even ask for his preferences. Most forced or unwilling men would simply perform the act not caring if he did it well.

Toy: I know I HAVE to care if I did it well. I am not simply a man looking to finish a task… I am a toy looking to be useful. Poor performing toys get locked up and thrown away.

Pot: They do, but I know you Toy. Take some comfort in knowing that your effort and what your tongue is capable of will certainly show a cock a good time. Ma'am has seen what you can do with one. On your own cock mold in fact.

You would never half ass anything, that’s why your the right Toy and the best tool for the job. You want to please, satisfy, and be useful.

Toy: You are right Ma’am. I was deflecting by saying I was supposed to just be a good Toy. In actuality, I would gain pride in knowing I drained his cock to the best of my ability. Knowing that he will jerk off thinking about my mouth later. Knowing that I would likely want to jerk off to the taste and feel of his cock in my mouth.

I still vividly remember the last time you made me suck my cock mold. When I felt the desire to please and be a good whore of a Toy break out, no longer caring what it was that I was servicing.

Pot: This is hot and exactly where I want your headspace to be. It’s one thing to take a straight, autonomous and free thinking man and break him down to please a cock. But its another level for you to actually enjoy it like the whore you are destined to be. To kill your sexual identity is one thing, but to break it is so much more.

Toy: “To break it”… “whore”…. This is the terminology that is in fact breaking me. That I know inevitability I will end up masturbating to a cock in my mouth and the feeling of it. It is what I truly am… a whore… a needy whore with a nice cock and agile tongue which are desperate to satisfy anyone who will use them… because that’s how I feel worthy and that’s what gives me pleasure. Hearing his moans, feeling him throbbing in my mouth, tasting him as I take his cum down my throat.

Pot later made me detail how I would service his cock while repeatedly edging me. I can share that experience and how I would've done so in a future post.