Well I've been bicurious for as long as I can remember and growing up in the Deep South I never really had the chance to act on my urges (more like I was too afraid due to stigmas in my small town). I went to college not too far away from where I came of age so even though I was at college it was still too close for me to get over my fears.

I grew older and moved away from that small southern town, but due to some personal and mental issues I went through a long phase of not feeling good enough for anyone to want to be with me. I eventually met my lovely future wife who helped me deal with my self doubt and perceived inadequacies. Over time her and shared everything and we got more and more kinky in the bedroom.

Eventually she pegged me and through the course of that exploration I finally came out to my wife. I was bicurious and most likely I was bisexual but had never done anything with another guy in my life. After her and I talked we established ground rules that allowed me to explore my bisexual side as long as I was open and honest with her and with the stipulation this was only sex.

Even with her blessing it was hard for me to find the courage to get past those fears bred in my youth. Eventually thought I found my match when I was away on a business trip. I downloaded Grindr and with some coaching from a. fellow Redditor I found a guy and invited him over and followed through.

This first cock I sucked belonged to a 40ish year old black man named Daryl. I agreed to blow Daryl and gave him my room number and the name of the hotel I was staying at so I couldn't back out. I waited for what felt like an agonizing amount of time for him to show up to my dark hotel room.

He came in we shared an awkward hello and he took of his pants and laid down on the bed. I had carefully selected Daryl because he had what I considered a perfect cock for a first timer it was around 5 or 6 inches long and a little bit thick. Something that would provide a challenge for a first time cock sucker but not something that would likely end in disappointment for both of us.

Daryl pulled out his phone and turned on some porn as I started sucking his dick a little after midnight. I was clearly nervous and inexperienced but Daryl didn't care he was just enjoying a nice warm mouth on his cock. I licked and sucked on his cock for what felt like an eternity. Daryl was silent just watching his porn as I fumbled through my first gay experience.

Eventually my jaw got sore and I started jerking him off. I glanced at the clock it was now 5 minutes until one am. I was thinking to myself just my luck I get a guy with more control than any man that has ever walked the earth for my first blow job. (He wasn't I was just really bad and he wasn't giving me any direction to help him cum.)

I was covered in sweat as he told me he was close. I put my mouth back on his cock just in time as he shot.

one.

two.

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four big loads of cum flooded into my mouth when his sperm hit the back of my throat I felt like I was struck by lightning when he came I also came hands free just from the sheer sexual tension. All that work was worth it in that moment.

After that I would go into a long slump where my curiosity was quelled for a time but eventually I continued my journey with a gentlemen by the name of Todd but that's going to be saved for part two.