I lost my virginity to an escort back in 2017 and this been the norm in my life ever since. Was told before I’m good looking, attractive by normal girls but to my grief they all would reject my proposal when I would be asking them out.

Loneliness, and a feeling or longing to feel loved, cherished and appreciated, made me put real life effort to improve myself so I can have a healthy long term relationship with normal girls and a desire to have a family like I’ve seen my dad, friends and all other male members I’ve seen growing up raising families. Sadly, whenever I do make an effort to communicate to propose, typical girls would reject me.

These rejections pulled me down towards the paths of drugs and addiction , but thankfully to universe I’m clean from cocaine use. Weed is not a drug so I smoke everyday and that’s one thing I would give credit to for healing me and keeping me alive.

I did try to get into healthy relationships even contemplated marriage but sadly the girls would reject me.

Frustration, feeling of being rejected forced me to go down the path of seeking sex workers, but I’ve no regret because they were the one in my dark times. They showed me love, so intense and pure that no one could ever show me. That love healed me,building a drive within me to do something in life for the well-being of me and those ladies who gave me love.

Sex workers deserve love and respect, not neglect or hatred by society. If escorts weren’t there for me, who knows, I might have ended in jail for doing something horrific. I’m in my late 20s now, so no regrets in life