I never thought I’d be in a situation like this. I’ve been with my girlfriend for 10 years.we were high school sweethearts. She’s been such a huge part of my life, and I truly loved her with all my heart.

But recently, my world has completely fallen apart. I found out she’s been cheating on me. Not just with one guy, but with two guys at the same time. She even had physical relationships with both of them. To make things worse, she got pregnant with one of them and secretly had an abortion.

What hurts the most is knowing that all this was happening while I trusted her completely. She even used to take money from me while carrying on these affairs. I feel so betrayed, humiliated, and broken. Ever since I found out, I’ve been distancing myself from her. I don’t have the courage to confront her because I don’t even know how to process all of this. I just feel numb. Now it seems like she’s feeling ashamed of her past and wants to open up to me, but I’ve been avoiding her because I don’t think I’m ready to hear what she has to say.

I’m honestly at my lowest point. I feel so depressed, and I don’t know how to move forward. I don’t even want to live anymore.it feels like my whole life has been a lie.

What should I do? Should I hear her out, or is it better to walk away from her for good? How do I even begin to recover from this?