New day 1. What a pretty date. But I feel different today. Im mortified by the idiocy that came out of me last night. But at the same time, im feeling a sense of relief right now. It’s over. I know it’s over. And next time I want to drink, im going to remember my perfect boyfriend and how he won’t deal with this anymore. Im going to remember drunk calling friends and family, calling out of work, ruining relationships. Im going to remember the year that I was sober.

And im going to stop being so mean to myself. Im not a bad person. I’ve done some bad and stupid shit. But it’s over now. I can only improve. Life will get better. Fuck alcohol. Fuck alcohol so hard. Im too smart for this. Im too young and have too much I want to do.

Anyone else want to have a day 1 with me?

IWNDWYT