This has been the worst / scariest hangover that I’ve ever had in my life. I have been stuck in bed since yesterday afternoon, drank way more vodka than I realized with basically no food or water in my stomach. I really contemplated going to the hospital at one point, but stuck it out and feel myself coming around through sleep and fluids.

I will never ever do this again, it is not worth it at all. I am just now able to eat a few noodles after forcing down half a smoothie this morning. The only thing that I’ve been able to force myself to drink is water and a little bit of body armor sports drink here and there. I feel like absolute shit if I get off the heating pad for more than a few minutes.

I can not wait for this to be over. I’ve been sleeping on and off nonstop since yesterday evening in between fluids.

I will not drink with you today, tonight, tomorrow or ever again. I’m so happy to be alive.