Recently I was with an acquaintance and they said “Oh hey I have some party drug ,you want some? You can have some for free.” My mind hears free and party drug and I instantly said yes. Who turns down an opportunity like that, right??

I’ve had it for almost a week and haven’t done it. I keep telling myself things like I’m too tired today, I want to read instead, I want to do other things instead throughout this week. Today I realized, what the fuck am I doing? I don’t want to do this party drug . I think subconsciously I knew I didn’t want to do it and today it finally became clear to me. I don’t want any part of that life anymore.

I’ve never been addicted to party drugs, I have tried some a handful of times when the opportunity presented itself. Some were nice, I liked them.

In this moment I’m realizing that this is not just about alcohol, this is about my life, and I don’t want my old life, not even part of it. I like the new me.

So down the toilet it goes.

I didn’t want to say the name of the party drug because we all have our own opinions and experiences when it comes to sobriety. I have personally seen people stay sober from alcohol and do party drugs and still not relapse. I didn’t want to offend anyone or for any of you to feel judged.

And as always thanks for listening, and IWNDWYT.