Well, I am sitting in an AA zoom meeting. It is hard to connect with the fellowship since making my decision to step away from the program due to the meeting house I was going to's opinion of outside issues. Terrifying, because I know I cannot and will not go back to drinking. Feeling stagnant compared to the progress I was making when I was in the middle of the herd. Hard to balance being a member in the middle of the herd and using AA as a tool.

Any tips or stories of experience?

I have been implementing mediation, prayer, yoga, being of service, and talking to others about my thoughts and feelings. This isn't something that my "normie" friends can understand.

IWNDWYT.