I just wanted to write down my thoughts and was thinking if it could help someone realize they arent alone then I might as well put it on here.

What do we do for fun without alcohol? Ive always struggled with this, not necessarily outloud but on the inside I always felt this way. Its the only way I knew how to celebrate anything. Ive toyed around with many different hobbies and nothing seems to stick so this begs the question, what the hell do I do for fun? Its the toughest part for me that nothing truly sparks joy for me yet. I know im better off though even if my hobby is staying home snd reading books, its better than the alternative of me drinking again and becoming the person I was.

If you are struggling to find who you are without alcohol, its ok, youre not alone but you will get there.

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