He's still there. Is he always going to there? His words seem less effective then they used to be,but he waits in the darkness for stressful/overwhelming moments and makes his case. He was my friend we used to party together, as the years went by and the parties ending he slowly became my enemy. So many nights I was tricked and deceived.

" have a couple drinks you'll be fine in the morning, you DESERVE this" "hid the six pack your wife has no idea you are amazing at hiding things no one has a clue"

He would see me homeless, penniless, and ostracized. He has been involved in my most embarrassing decisions / situations with no remorse and no hesitation to whisper his silver tounged words. He is relentless. He is the mad man in my head.