Hey guys, been alcohol free for about 19 days now after a relapse, third and absolutely LAST withdrawal. Went through all the physical stuff with a help of some benzos which ended roughly around day 7 (Sweats, shakes, insomnia, you know the drill). But something is different this time, I don't think im having that little pink cloud moment. Physically I feel and look much better but god im struggling to get out of bed and do things. My motivation is rock bottom. I do have some anxiety and im not eaten up by depressive thoughts or anything but everything seems so meaningless for lack of a better word. Today I've had my first 'stay in bed' day since my physical withdrawals left. Also the thought of doing things I use to love just doesn't appeal to me at all, my beloved PC hasn't been turned on in weeks. Is this a phase anyone is familiar with? It's kind of disturbing me that ive fried my brain beyond repair or something and im destined to live like this forever. Any advice or input would be massively helpful. Thanks for reading.