I fucked up an ruined my sobriety (about 14-15 days) on a Sunday before the Monday when they announced all non-essential businesses would be shut down (aka my gym). I was relying on my gym as a routine to keep me sober. During the week, this was what I relied on. I would come home grab a protein shake, head to the gym, come home, eat my dinner, journal and/or read, maybe watch some Netflix, then go to bed. When I heard this news I went out and bought a case of boxed wine (lasts me about three days) to just drink away the quarantine but have been drinking ever since. I thought that maybe tripping on some acid would help with some self reflection and perspective but while that helped some it only made me feel more depressed. Still drinking tonight, and can't really see a way out. Seriously, the gym was my new addiction. Without an outlet, I'm struggling to stay sober. How are others staying sober with this whole lock down?