I have decided to quit drinking and this time I pray it sticks, I had the same thing happen with cigarettes, when I was done I was done and haven't smoked in over a year. Thing I was thinking about today is that neither my girlfriend or six years, friends or family are aware of my problem as far as I know. They thought I had one years ago but I convinced them it was under control. When I first moved in with my girlfriend she was like wow you drink every night? And my response was because of a move I was having a tough time and then proceeded to sneak whiskey into the house and drink it once she was asleep. I really hope the charade ends as it has been exhausting keeping up.