I don't want to go at all. I know I have to or else I'll be sent to jail which is far worse but I do not want to be around a bunch of other people or listen to them and their issues. I can choose to come here and read if I want and select which posts I interact with. There I will have to be in group therapy. I really can't handle someone else's issues nor want to hear about them. I know that sounds terrible and hateful but I really can't handle being shut down in a space for a month doing nothing and eating garbage and board games. Sounds like complete hell. Not sure if we can even have phones and if not then I know I'll end up having a meltdown. I hope I don't have to room with someone else either because that's sensory overload. I do not like being around others I don't know especially in that type of space and condition.